She Wolf....

Man, thank god the girl can move like that...you don't even have to pay attention to her singing...

New YaaaaaaAHHHwwwkkkk

Okay so I still get the chills every time I watch this video. This performance is so moving. It really does inspire you.... I'm not a big fan of Jay-z, but I can respect him as an artist. Who else can get Whitney Houston, Mary J. Blige, Ne-Yo, Reba McIntyre (however you spell it), the Green Day dude, all the country artist, and the WHOLE theater/venue up out of their seats and rockin to the song?!?! No one my friends.... No one...

5.5 out of 5 stars!!!

Thanksgiving

Most people around the holidays get cheerful, happy....and then the rest of us get sad...Me, I used to love the holidays. Thanksgiving was a time for everyone to be together and just enjoy each others company. Now, everyone is either dead, or disappeared off of the face of the earth...Now, instead of talking about what we are all thankful for, we think/talk about who is missing. What we used to be thankful for... it's hard to enjoy everything... We used to have a hard time deciding which house to go to... now we don't even get one invite.... It's crazy how things change when we grow up... But theres one thing that I am grateful for this year... and thats knowing who my true friends are. God has presented to me the opportunity to figure out who will be there for me no matter what, and who I can count on. And for that I am grateful...

R.i.P.

"If tears could build a stairway,

And memories a lane,
I'd walk right up to Heaven
And bring you home again."

R.i.P. Anthony 11/19/77 - 11/19/05

Ireland: Cheated

We royally were screwed...It's okay though... Karmas a bitch

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Sorry I havn't posted on here in a few days...I've been going through it. These past few days have been hard for me. I've been having trouble with being comfortable with myself... being happy with myself... and not being able to find a damn job... man thats really bringing me down. It just seems like I am going nowhere, and I have done nothing with my life... and tomorrow, with the 4th anniversary of my brothers death, its even harder... then in a month its the 3 year anniversary of my heart, my Mema.... I am still struggling with their deaths.... I am convinced more each day that my brother was a suicide by overdose... and I dont know how to cope with these things.... and his children, my nephews, who are now my brothers, dont make it any easier for me. Each day one of them does something that reminds me of him. And the oldest one... hes getting more and more like him. Walks like him, talks like him, moves like him... Its creepy...I dont know man... Its just a really bad week for me... I need someone, or something, to cheer me up...

Oh, Rihanna

Hottest Track on the Album: Tied between Te Amo and Wait Your Turn

4.75 out of 5 stars

So i've gotten the chance to listen to Rihanna's much anticipated/talked about album. First off, let me just say, FUCK EVERYONE who has been putting my girl and the record down! I love it. Her songs are raw, and you can tell their from the heart. She did an amazing job. Theres a little hip hop, a little r&b, a little pop.... just amazing. Just speaks for itself why she is one of the best artists out there, and one of my personal favorites.... Keep on doing your thing RiRi.... She has grown so much since her first album, I cannot wait to see what shes doing a few years down the line....