She Wolf....

Man, thank god the girl can move like that...you don't even have to pay attention to her singing...

New YaaaaaaAHHHwwwkkkk

Okay so I still get the chills every time I watch this video. This performance is so moving. It really does inspire you.... I'm not a big fan of Jay-z, but I can respect him as an artist. Who else can get Whitney Houston, Mary J. Blige, Ne-Yo, Reba McIntyre (however you spell it), the Green Day dude, all the country artist, and the WHOLE theater/venue up out of their seats and rockin to the song?!?! No one my friends.... No one...

5.5 out of 5 stars!!!

Thanksgiving

Most people around the holidays get cheerful, happy....and then the rest of us get sad...Me, I used to love the holidays. Thanksgiving was a time for everyone to be together and just enjoy each others company. Now, everyone is either dead, or disappeared off of the face of the earth...Now, instead of talking about what we are all thankful for, we think/talk about who is missing. What we used to be thankful for... it's hard to enjoy everything... We used to have a hard time deciding which house to go to... now we don't even get one invite.... It's crazy how things change when we grow up... But theres one thing that I am grateful for this year... and thats knowing who my true friends are. God has presented to me the opportunity to figure out who will be there for me no matter what, and who I can count on. And for that I am grateful...

R.i.P.

"If tears could build a stairway,

And memories a lane,
I'd walk right up to Heaven
And bring you home again."

R.i.P. Anthony 11/19/77 - 11/19/05

Ireland: Cheated

We royally were screwed...It's okay though... Karmas a bitch

....

Sorry I havn't posted on here in a few days...I've been going through it. These past few days have been hard for me. I've been having trouble with being comfortable with myself... being happy with myself... and not being able to find a damn job... man thats really bringing me down. It just seems like I am going nowhere, and I have done nothing with my life... and tomorrow, with the 4th anniversary of my brothers death, its even harder... then in a month its the 3 year anniversary of my heart, my Mema.... I am still struggling with their deaths.... I am convinced more each day that my brother was a suicide by overdose... and I dont know how to cope with these things.... and his children, my nephews, who are now my brothers, dont make it any easier for me. Each day one of them does something that reminds me of him. And the oldest one... hes getting more and more like him. Walks like him, talks like him, moves like him... Its creepy...I dont know man... Its just a really bad week for me... I need someone, or something, to cheer me up...

Oh, Rihanna

Hottest Track on the Album: Tied between Te Amo and Wait Your Turn

4.75 out of 5 stars

So i've gotten the chance to listen to Rihanna's much anticipated/talked about album. First off, let me just say, FUCK EVERYONE who has been putting my girl and the record down! I love it. Her songs are raw, and you can tell their from the heart. She did an amazing job. Theres a little hip hop, a little r&b, a little pop.... just amazing. Just speaks for itself why she is one of the best artists out there, and one of my personal favorites.... Keep on doing your thing RiRi.... She has grown so much since her first album, I cannot wait to see what shes doing a few years down the line....

The Review Is in

So I finally got to go and see Precious today... And let's just say, it lived up to its expectations... The movie was amazing. Disturbing. Sad. But great. The performance by Mo'Nique was the best in my opinion. I don't think that I would ever have the balls to play that part. Not many people would. Gabourey Sidibe was also amazing. Paula Patton, who I love... Mariah.... Just amazing. A real raw movie.... I read the book before seeing the movie... I kind of wish that I hadn't... I liked the book a lot better. They left out a lot in the movie, and left people who didn't read the book questioning some things... But don't take that for me not liking the movie. Because I did... I loved it....

4.5 out of 5 stars from me

Feet

Okay, so it's no secret that I hate feet.... I mean really hate them. I have yet to see anyone with a set of feet that I like... lol. But I have to say, one of the things I hate most, that involves feet... is SMALL feet!!! Ahhhh I hate it! Especially on guys! But have you ever seen someone walking around, and their feet just look funny, because their so small... or they look like their going to tip over because their feet don't look like they can hold them up? Guys with small feet....SMH is all I really have to say... I feel like if your 5'8" and up, the smallest you should wear is a 10... and now I know people cant help it, but I mean, come on, no one else has thought of this before?! I get made fun of a lot by my family and friend because I have huge feet. In most cases, I wear a size 11... Mens... Yes, I admit that that is a big foot for a woman, take into consideration, that I am a big girl! lol. I mean, come one, how ridiculous would it look, if I had a size 8 foot? Or 9 even? It would look like I am about to tip over!

Some examples of NO BUENO!!! :

Examples of Good Feet lmao :

Fake Jordans

Now I have never been a collector like my sister, but I can appreciate a nice sneaker....This here though, come of the worst fakes I have ever seen... SMH

Go to this website if you need tips on how to spot fake Jays...

http://reviews.ebay.com/FAKE-JORDAN-RETRO-IV-4_W0QQugidZ10000000004888166?ssPageName=BUYGD:CAT:-1:STORES:3

Also, I can dig this... I think this is a good idea...

http://www.jordandepot.com/kids-get-fake-retro-air-jordans-seized-by-easton-pa-police/

Albums Of The Week

Leona Lewis "Echo"

Hottest Track: "Don't Let Me Down"

4.5 out of 5 stars

One Republic "Waking Up"
Hottest Track: "Secrets"

3.75 out of 5 stars

Conflicted

Man I am so conflicted... lol... I cannot stand him anymore. He beat up my BFF Rihanna... lol... But I mean....COME ON! Look at this picture! Hes gorgeous! lmao It's a damn shame!

Cope

I'm still trying to figure out how to get out of this slump I am in...So much going wrong in such little time. This past year, i've lost a lot. Friends, jobs....hope.... I am completely in love with someone who would never in a million years think so I would have feelings for them. I have had feelings for him for years, but they have grown stronger over time. I have tried to suppress them. But that only made things worse. I'm not going to say this person doesn't even know I exist, because I actually KNOW this person. I have gotten to be friends with this person. But I am starting to think that maybe it would be better off if I never met him at all. Being in love, and knowing that this person will never love you back... man, its the hardest pill to swallow. Almost as bad as when I lost my first love. That was brutal. I used to love love. Now, as time goes on, and the more meaningless relationships, and flings that I have, I am starting to despise love.... Why is it that I get the people that everyone else wants, but when it comes to someone I want, I can't have them?

"Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful."

The Wait is Over

Rihanna, I love you....lol This video is amazing I dont care what anyone says. And I cant wait to watch it on a big screen. I am excited for her new CD. Despite what that bitch Perez Hilton says, I love the new music. Russian Roulette, amazing. Wait Your Turn, even more fucking amazing! That song gets in my bones... Makes me want to move. And I like the song with Jeezy too. Now if you havnt seen the video yet check it out here... hurry up before its taken down!

Oh Chris...

OK...So I used to be a big fan of Chris Brown... Then we all found out he is a piece of shit woman beater...Well... I was slowly beginning to like him again. Well not him, but his music.... And then I see this... I dont care any which way you put it... This picture... Mad suspect! His response?:

Some bull about he has a great sense of fashion or some bs.... He deleted the tweet... But anyway, I dont really consider this stylish.....

But this on the other hand.....

Now that is what I call PERFECTION!

Music, my love...

Ok so after attending and seeing a few concerts on tv recently, I began to worry. I am still worried. About everyones appreciation for music theses days. And the opportunities they have, when seeing these great artists live. Everyone is dead. Not cheering, nothing. Maybe a head bop. So sad... but then I went to P!nk's concert at MSG. Her first headlining tour in the US.... And it was amazing. The atmosphere...omg.... see for yourself....

Crazy D

The future of music! lol check this out. My little brother singing Bon Jovi (not my fault), and singing/dancing to Keri Hilsons, "Knock You Down," (my fault). More blog updates to come more often hopefully!